I MISS SID & NANCY

I saw her face today..It was the face and voice which killed me...
We looked at each other.I said hello how were you. She sat in the strong light and I didn't hear what she said...

I saw her face today...her smile was astonished and so embarrassing that I realised there was no need to wait for her response anymore. The face expression of hers has declared all the lies she once told about me, no more explanation.

Suddenly I am not angry with her anymore. She brought me the pain for the reason of love. The poor girl was just trying to keep her lover and be decent and elegent and wise...She did..that I can only show my sympathy, for there is something beyond the common customs she will never understand.

Well..It's over..Let me be myself again...insist the principles that were shaked and suspected but now recovered...forgive all the lies in the name of love and forget all the hurt...Only love and hope make us survive.

That's why i could smile and tell you there is somewhere only we know. I am sure you will be there someday without knowing i once couldn't help crying for those words haven't got chances to tell you before our goodbye.

It's very sad the gothic girl was attacked to death.She looks nasty but pretty. The description of blood reminds me Nancy. The posture of her dead body was so scaring. She was loved.

So...Goodbye,Lover....They are dead already......



Nancy

You were my little baby girl
And I knew all your fears
Such joy to hold you in my arms
And kiss away your tears
But now you're gone
There's only pain and nothing I can do
And I don't want to live this life
If I can't live for you

BRAND NEW / PINK FLOYD

He said you had set on me but you were not the sun...
So pray Little Kay...Love's just God on a good day and they say in Heaven there's no husbands and wivies but you're the apple of my eyes anyway...

That person who said i would go where you go ...And i once said i would go where you go..How beautiful that we are always beautiful....Climbing up to a mountain with strong wind and rain and weeds..We should have been very happy, shouldn't we? I was in his car..we passed by several sky-bridges with rock and pop music...I wouldn't be the last passanger..Can we just stay in that car forever?

Take me out tonight..save my life tonight..the ship of fools i am on will sink...A millstone around my neck today... BE MY BREATH...there is nothing i wouldn't give..



I recall several years ago how i fell in love with Rock n Roll...
Everything was mysterious that kept in the box of Pandora. I didn't know holding on was the other name of life before decided to keep away from all the dirtiness.

But now i realise there must be something could easily shake my belief no matter how strong i thought i was. So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell.. Did they get you to trade your heros for ghosts? We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl..year after year...What have you found? The same old fears?



Suddenly I decide to go for the Tribution of Pink Floyd..forget that stupid lectures... It's nothing compared with my life...I don't even want that stupid degree. He asked what you wanted then...I don't know if anybody could really understand what i said about the spirit which exceeds all kinds of regular social forms. That love and freedom I want...Or I could say it is a sort of completely independence. But could we really be independent apart from any social forms? He said you could go to America..some people live by themselevs like that..definitely I will try to find them..

What i want is not exsiting at all. I can never find equality..fairness...truth and true love...I was naive..let me be naive then..leave me alone..



I believe there is no way to adore my heros except making them part of me.